Saturday, February 6, 2010

Point Form Pun Owite Jugak


1) Pet SI. Intentionally making a fool of self, falsely projecting a problematic identity, encouraged blankness and stutter, demanding outrageous and self-centered position and location. In hopes of the non-recc status :P

2) Sounds easy. But was the hardest thing to do EVER. Totally the non-existent-Hyde of a Dr Jekyll. "For better good", mantra, mantra.

3) Have I mentioned that the smell of KLCC is refreshing and reenergizing ? :)

4) 03-2051 xxxx. In assumptions that the number is fr Pet, I called it back a few times but to no avail. I stopped calling when I was informed of the date n time of SI. Turns out that was the call from Petsains, to summon for interview on today, the same freakin day. There goes my dream of sumhow working in KLCC. I missed it by chance, but I was ok with it. Some blessings in disguise, no ? :)

5) I hate for my beehive to be sardine-canned with people. KLCC was crowded ! It is seldom like this.

6) Hours and hours of chatting with Milk, and a scarce appearance of Pupu in loose pants and blazer. Did I mention that I HATE her eyelashes for being soo beautiful yet original ? Miss u girls. Wish Vell cud have joined too.

7) Laying my eyes on the ppl I usually bump into back in UTP, but this time it was in KLCC, it finally struck me that everybody is taking different paths, and life is no longer so green a grass. Wake up, Stand up, Grow up.

8) Lapa. M gonna go dig my honey jar :)

Luv.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

My Two Cents



morning glory spells victory
as its beauty is flaunted without boundary

being with you spells no worry
as i am tightly hugged by sweet memory


make way for sunrise, give way to sunset
place your cards i'll take your bet

red and blue make magenta
me and you mirror edward and bella

the moon smiles the sun stares
the fiend lies the friend embraces

clasp a hand warm n wise
walk the world with caring eyes


touch my hair, cling to my waist
for there's so much love i can't afford to waste


drown your thoughts in the deep ocean
for you may find peace, for you its cushion


keep the heart oh-so-gracious
take a bow for He is precious


. WITH LOVE .

Thursday, January 21, 2010

TaskS of the Week


Warning :

Please don't read. This post is gonna sound sooo syok sendiri. Well, my Blog, my World ;)

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Do you know the kind of feeling u have, when a smell reminds you of something ? Like, how this particular cologne reminds u of ur adolescent years, how this hardly-found perfume reminds you of your mother when you were a toddler, how this particular perfume reminds u of your dad, how this particular smell reminds you of a particular ambiance, how this particular perfume reminds you of your crushes and your years in college ?

Have you ever encountered a moment, whereby you came across a smell, u remember that it reminds u of sumtink fond to u, but u really cant figure what is that 'sumtink' .. that u feel like crying ?

Well that's how i work. That's how i operate. That's how i lead my life. Sumtyms when i want to be reminded of sumtink/sumone, i'll just go and find the perfume, eventho what it takes is for me to go to boutiques, to perfume kiosks, to supermarts to have a 'sip' of that particular smell. Or to visit a place, a building, a room to have a 'sip' of that smell. Or even, to find that person, so that i can take a sniff. Boohahah ! :P

Ok, i sound so sicko XP

Smell, for me, attaches you to something / someone / somewhere :) It is a very powerful force.

So.

Last Wednesday; i had these few tasks to be carried out at KLCC :

1) To take passport picture for several usage.

- Dah 4 applications dah require passport pic. So for as long as I dun break this wall, i cant break the others. Hiks. Thing is, I hate taking passport pics ! Simply because i don't look good, heads-on. That's y I keep procrastinating. For that matter, most of the hosts confirm tammo layan, tau nak cepaaaaat je, they dont quite like entertaining fussy customers like me ;p Fussy ke ? Xla fussy sgt pun kowt. Just nak have the rights to more than 1 take, but xlah smpai more than 3. Teehee. Besides, some traumatic experience too has drawn me, well, to trauma ;P To my surprise, (maybe I was expecting the worst), kedai gamba kt KLCC tuh tepi 1901, baaaik sgt. Akak pregnant tu, siap advice mcm mana nak pose senyum2, cakap pun lembuuuut aja ! Well since the heart is at ease - 1 take je owkay ! Hehhe.

I was just dissatisfied with my attire. Xingat pulak kene tangkap gamba, so luckily I wore black scarf, but baju formal xformal laa. Hahha. But its ok. Im happy enuff with her service, the rest are just sands. Small matter je ^_^

"Baby, Aunty doa ur Mama sihat n selamat lahirkan you. And God bless you both !" ;)

2) To apply for Petrosains.

- I know, i know. I have been saying this for 2 months dah, but now baru accomplished :P Well I was busy with otha stuff [Alasan siut ;p]. Looking forward, I am now waiting for that call, yang datang ke tak datang tah, for me to join em soon. Probly around February. So see how lor.

This job, means sumtink to me because at least, i can for the time being, live my dream of working at KLCC. Tho back then I meant KLCC Tower 1 Tower 2, dapat Suria KLCC pun owkay lah ;p It is sumkind of a volunteering job, whereby you r the facilitator sumtink like tat. Eventho it'll be for only approximately 2 months, that's certainly better than not having the experience at all ;)

And so this part has got to do with my mukadimah sebentar tadi. U all percaya x if I ckp KLCC ada bau dia sendiri ? It is just the smell of its air. Argh, i cant describe lor. But memg, when I come to KLCC, this is the smell. The same ol smell for years. Same ol smell from the time I intern kat situ dulu ;))

3) To submit my Confirmation of Acceptance to Chin Na, Schlumberger.

- ALHAMDULILLAH, praise be to Allah SWT, after 6 challenging stages of SLB career pursue, I was offered a Field Engineer Trainee position by SLB. I got the happy call on Monday, while I was spending sumtym with a good friend :) Based in Labuan, I am starting in April estimatedly. Tho the offer came on Tuesday, I am given till Thursday to reply. Having made up my mind, I replied lah on that Wednesday tu. InshaAllah, I hope things will smoothen out. I am to try my level best, and to chase this dream as far as I can, as far as it allows me to. Maybe I was destined for this, for a greater good. Or at least, that is what I believe ;)

4) To report for duty to Pet Maju Jaya.

- For us scholars, it is our duty to report to Pet as soon as the final, final results are out. The sooner the better. Because the result of our Structured Interview (SI) [recommended/not] will be revealed after u report. This applies to the ones yang dah SI lah, unlike ME ;P Heh.

So as i went level up to ESU, 9th floor of Tower 1 , i am reminded by my dayssss when I underwent Industrial Internship kat sana. The smell of the elevator ! Oh-so-refreshing ! The smell brings me so much memories, most of em are the fond ones. Seronok lor. Lantak la CCTV tgk apela budak ni senyum sorang2, but memg, syok sgt to go thru it all over again! I sure love that place, man ! ;)

Dulu, my office was at Level 76. Tiiiingi nun ! The view from top is so awesome :) I can still picture my everyday routine a year back. Argh, rindu.

Hehehe .. tu je nak cite. Wishing you the best of luck in career-pursuing, beloved friends ! ;)

With Love,

My Passport Picture. Sangat xsesuai heads-on owkay ;p

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Russian Roulette

- vocals by Rihanna -

Take a Breathe, take a deal
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take the gun and count to three
You're sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.....

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes, sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here, means he's never lost

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger.....

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering if this is another sunrise
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's never to late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart.. beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the 'racing' trigger !


P/s : Dedicated to myself, I've decided to take a GO ! So pull the 'On your mark-Get set-GO' trigger already ! :))

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Schlumberger and Me


Assalamu'alaikum wbt to all of my dearest frens out there :)

Alhamdulillah, Praise to Allah the Almighty, Maha Pemurah dan Pemberi Rezeki ..

At the current moment, I am in tired-disbelief-but-sumhow-blissful mode.

I just got back from a 2-day Field Exposure with Schlumberger (SLB) , Warehouse 29 in Kemamang, Ganu. No words can really tell what Im feeling rytenow, but on top of it all, I feel as tho I'm in another dimension ;p I am just pretending to feel normal, or at least, try to still enjoy my normal,simple life. Or so it seems to me. Normal. Simple. Well, I dunno ;p

Being my favourite place of indulgence, I wish to record most of the bits here, in my Baby Bloggie ;) And of course I wish to share it with all of u too, in hopes that this will sumhow help, educate and motivate u. In hopes that u too, can give me some constructive advices, opinions, and point of views.

It was all totally opportunity-based. And luck-based too, of course. Out of no where, this path came rolling to me. Something that I totally didn't expect but somehow it did. And I am left with the conclusion that He had this preset for me. Tambah2 my good frens and family are all encouraging, motivating and pushing me all the way. Thank you .. jasa kalian amat dihargai !

With Schlumberger alone, I have gone thru 6 stages of interview cum assessment. Thruout, I totally did not expect, did not hope, did not foresee .. until the stream seems pretty high-current. Then I sat down and finally decided to take it seriously. That was .. err .. stage 4 kot ?

Let me walk you through the journey :)

Stage 1 - Impromptu Public Speaking
9th November 2009, Morning.

UTP invited SLB for SLB Recruitment Day. Career unit will submit resumes that are qualified. My Candidate num is 51 ! Still ingt lagi ! Interviewer ada a few ppl and we entered sorang2 ikut turn. For this session, they will give u a random topic and u r required to talk about it in less than a minute. I got the topic 'Cost Control'. Org lain ada yang dapat Malaria, Hepa B, Cristiano Ronaldo, Paris, Drilling Engineer and mcm2 lg. Dia bg 15 s nak pk, but then I didn't think and I just used that time to just speak. Dah cakap berjela2 pasal cost, barula interviewer tegur that I havent been talking bout cost control, but oni cost. Boohoo! >.<>

Stage 2 - Problem Solving Teamwork Project
9th November 2009, Evening

Time tu tengah cbuk buat PDP Individual Report ( sorry i have to mention, i tau u all r trying to forget this horrorific experience ;p ). Suddenly 15 before 2pm, kua shortlisted candidate kat email, they only list down the candidate numbers je. Boy was I surprised that 51 was in the list. Makanyer rushing ! And I left my report to the bimboes, tlg printkan and edit table of content. Turtle la byk tlg. Woot woot. Thanx babe :)

This session is a teamwork project. They give u a case study, about hotel management problems and you r supposed to discuss with you teammates and present your way of handling it. Panel of interviewers cakap my group exceed masa :( That we didnt look at the watch. But I think sume group pun camtu. Tataw la. Heh.

Balik tu, my wonderful girls jamu dengan buah2-buahan tempatan. Relax after a tiring day. Durian, manggis, pisang sume. Kitorg makan kt jambatan depan UTP tuh. Shweet kan :))

They say result for the next stage will be out at 12 midnite .. tapi turns out at 2am baru kua .. time tu still up cuz tgh wat report jugak. Terkejut again, 51 was on the list. Not oni terkejut, kinda risau dengan kerja bertimbun yang masih xsiap. Whuuu ...


Stage 3 - 1to1 Interview

10th November 2009

For this stage, u will have a 1-to-1 interview with panel of interviewers .. masing2 manager kat base n segment (department) masing2. With oni 2 hours of sleep, I went to the interview early in the morning. And I did my best. I kene dgn HR Manager dia, I'm happy that he made it very casual, but serious nonetheless. So xla cuak sgt. The questions they ask, biasala, bout intern, studies, family, achievement, work preference, location preference bla3.

And so, that marks the end of the interview stages in UTP.


Stage 4 - 1to1 Interview with Well Services Segment Manager in KL

10th December 2009

We were summoned to Rohas Perkasa, SLB base in KL. This is the time when I took it seriously. I mean, before this I did my best without any preparation, but this time, i knew I had to do some prep. I revised my internship experience and project, and I contacted some of my cniors whom I know are part of the SLB team. Asking for their opinions. Also, i wasn't clear about Well Services .. apa yang diorg bwat sebenanye ? So I dug up the www and found more or less, some information. Nothing intricate, but at least i got the surface covered. Manalah tau dia tanya "What do u know about Well Services". Hate to say "Nothing, I dunno".

And he did ! So yeah I had some points to goreng with ;) Besides the questions I mentioned in Stage 3 interview, he also asked me about the challenges, encounters, macam2 la. Dia cuma nak kenal what type of person you are, and is your character fit for the position. And so that was it.


Stage 5 - English Test

4th December 2009

It was held, again in Rohas Perkasa. it is true when they say, be prepared to ulang alik to Rohas Perkasa. Hahaha. The test was online, and it isn't that hard. Grammar, listening, speaking and reading test. They use this BELITPlus online test. Basic je questions dia, and so far no Malaysians have failed the test. For this stage, eventho it sounds unimportant. but after passing Stage 4, u really dun wanna fail this stage. After coming a looong way. Luckily it wasn't that hard to all of us, but can't deny, semua cuak sebab things are getting even more critical.

2 days after the English Test, SLB called to inform that we will be going for field exposure. By the time they made that call, flight tickets and return flight tickets are already booked and its itinerary are sent thru email. Dalam those days jugak, they sent an Insurance Form to be filled in and submitted.

So within those days, Sufi, Izzi and I created this thread in FB msging, to discuss and online-conference, to gather any informations/guidelines/opinion that myte be useful for us. We shared everything there, and at the same time supported each other since we are in the same boat. It has been really helpful, at least xla cuak sorang2. Cuak sama2 la paling2 pun ;)


Stage 6 - THE FINAL STAGE : Field Exposure at Kemaman.

10th - 11th December 2009

The field exposure was on the 10th and 11th, but our return flight ticket is on the 12th.

Tipu la kalau cakap xcuak, truth is kitorg cuak like hell. Sebab we really dunno what to expect and nobody who has went before seems to give some thorough description. So agak blurry. But some informations that the candidates from other segment bagi, have been helpful nonetheless. It is just for Well Services, it is the hardest segment, and I am so thankful that Sufinah and Izzi are with me. Three of us are running for Well Services Segment.


The blue soldiers !


As soon as we arrived, we settled the procedures and collected our PPEs. We were informed that kitorg diassigned for CTS - Coiled Tubing Services sub-segment, under Well Services segment. After some briefing with few of people incharged, we immediately started our exposure. Thruout the 2 days, we had more assessments than other segments had. This includes equipment identifications, dismantling and redressing, redrawing, labeling, memorizing the function, types, location yadda3. Among equipments are downhole filter, plug valve, offshore equipments for Coil Tubing Unit, and treating iron.


Left ; Before field exposure. Both prepared with 10inches of sunblock.
Right ; Grease is the new blusher. I was all smudgy and chomot. Teehee ;p


The apex of this stage is the 1to1 interview with the Cell Leader cum 'Boss' of the place. All 3 of us thot that he will be testing us on our takeaways for the 2-day exposure, so we revised together. First nite, we studied in my room kat Hotel Muni, clarifying every info that we got from our fellow Specialists and Engineers there. Then on the 2nd day, we finished our exposure around noon, and waited for our turns to be interviewed. It was delayed since there was this operation investigation/auditing which tied our Cell Leader up. And so we waited in the room, studying together.


Clockwise from right : Sufi and I impersonating this awesome certain somebody, Izzi all smiley with SLB, Izzi and Sufi studying togetha, and Me with Roxanne :)


Surprise surprise ! Our interview started at around 7pm, and lasted for an hour plus for each and everyone of us ! 1 hour plus, mind u. He asked us, basically everything under the sky. The whole biography of ur life, and he also took some time clarifying to us what kind of life it wud b like, working with CTS. Just to be fair, before we actually seriously pursue the job. Boy was the interview heavy ! Heavy, but I enjoyed it simply because it was solid, and both parties were sincere and honest. Huk3 I never had that kind of interview, salute to the interviewer lah. He covered every corner, he was casual but firm at the same time, he was honest of the hard core facts, but supportive at times, and he was fair to the organization and to ourselves at the same time.

Up to this moment, I am still stunned by the interview experience. I was awed by it. I am still.

Yang kelakarnye pulak, for my case. After close to an hour of interview cum overall assessment, both of us went to join Izzi and Sufi for Pizza, break kejap dr interview. Our dinner since kitorg balik lambat :) Then after makan tu, we continued for another 10 minutes. Hahaa ;P Then he was nice to send the 3 of us back to Hotel Muni, feeling responsible for making us stay that long. Kagum2 :)


So that was it. My overall review of my experience with SLB.


All in all, point made is not at all the result of each stages, whether u succeed or fail, whether u make it or not, whether u r offered or not ;) But it is the journey. The wonderful, magical journey. And what are your takeaways from the journey. Lesson learnt, experience gained, frens made. Wheee :))

Lastly, Goodluck to all candidates who made it thru the 6th Stage ! Sufi, Izzi, Otai, Daniel, Byll, dan lain2. Regardless of whether we actually get the job offer or not, we sure had one heaven of an experience, didn't we? Aaaaaall da best guys ! *winks* ^_~

With luv <3

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Awwww :)


Saturday, January 2, 2010

Believe In God


- Bismillahhirrahmanirraheem -

Some words of God which has brightened some of my darkest and toughest days .. may these words brighten yours too. One thing for sure, His promises are true !

WHY AM I TESTED?

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman", sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."

- Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3


WHY DONT I GET WHAT I WISH FOR??!!

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216


WHY IS IT HEAVY A TEST...

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286


I'M FRUSTRATED...

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yg beriman."

- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139


HOW SHOULD I HANDLE THIS...

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu(menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan)serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."

- Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"

- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45


WHAT DO I GET FROM THESE?

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dr org2 mu'min,diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka.

- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111


WHO DO I TURN TO..?

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."

- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129


I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!

"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa drp rahmatAllah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmatAllah melainkan kaum yg kafir."

- Surah Yusuf ayat 12

Just think about it !

- Allahu 'alam -